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2003-11-12 - 3:02 p.m. hey hey iv been doing exams from last year and i have come to the conclusion that if i took the exams last year i would have passed. oddly enough i am not taking last years paper so im fucking freaking out about my impending doom. i hate science with a passion right now... i almost hate it as much as maths, which im dropping next year hopefully. if i have to do maths again ill go bonkers. scary concrete men back again today. this time making lots more noise, making it harder for me to study. atleast now they arent yelling stuff out about ac/dc... my grandmother is driving me nuts. honestly she needs a hobby or sumthn. she stands at the window watching the guys work and complaining about everything they do. shes so fucking nosy its unbelievable. she just stands there staring out the window like a hawk sorta thing. my dad calls her the curtain twitcher haha. she also goes out to see if the guys want a cuppa tea every 10 mins and then bitches about how they shuld have finished by now. honestly i am not looking fwd to the xmas holidays.. 8 weeks alone with my grandma.. maybe ill get a job??? things still arent great with my friend. hes being a poohead about everything so im just not gona talk to him and he can talk to me if he wants to. he does this every so often just becos hes a drama queen and i think he gets in fights just to entertain himself. enuf about him... if he doesnt like the way i am he can go eat poo. if hes reading this right now and were friends again: look wot u made me write!!! this is how pissed off i get wen u act like a loser!!! sorry about that but yer.. grrrrr!!! i think the whole purpose of this diary was to share with u my anger and frustration at my life and sum of the ppl in it... sorry this was so long but i was in the mood to write stuff today. l8rs
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